DAD

Daddy,

You always not there when I need you

But your LOVE shows me U always be THERE for me

You say NOTHING when I need most of words that can make me survive

But DAD, your act has shown me enough that is how we are survive in this world

DAD....no words can describe u

obviously there is no word can tell me that you are still my DAD forever

Two brothers showing their love

Aiman and Harris are the greatest gems in my heart. They play and they fight. At the end, they show their unconditional love without knowing the true bonding is always there. Picture was taken in candid after they fought for love from ME........

Love U Always and i will always be there for u

Photography

Aiman's eyes tell me he wish to seek behind the curtain and dont want to be found. He has great smiles and great humour with lots lots of talking

Link to my picture stored in picture.com competition

http://www.picture.com/display.asp?ID=8034337

FINALIST Photographer 2008

Picture was taken during our muslim festival days. My son and my niece were so obsessed with a phone gadget and the picture was taken candidly and spontaneously. When the picture was taken, the daylight helps to brighten the picture and mood of composition was taken approximately well and in depth.

When I was scrolling all the picture taken from my phone, SE K580i with 5 migapixel, i decided to enrol the photo contest for amateur. By having thoughts, it might capture ppl heart. As it does to me.

A week later, i received an email that i was selected as one of the FINALIST Photographer 2008 year.

This is the photo taken from my phone and was received attention by other judges in photolaureates.org.

----- Mesej Asal ----

Daripada: Photo Laureates help86@photolaureates.org

Kepada: aziehmd@yahoo.com

Dihantar: Ahad, 12 Oktober, 2008 12:21:10

Subjek: Azizah

You have been Selected as one of our Best Photographers of 2008

Dear Azizah,

The editorial team of Photography Laureates has conducted a detailed examination of the best photographs submitted to us in the last months. We have decided to publish in an Anthology the very best photographers and the most exceptional pictures we have encountered.We would like to congratulate you for being selected for publication as part of our highly acclaimed Photography Anthology. As such, you are a finalist for the $6500 prize. As a Laureate and talented photographer, you now have access to several networking opportunities aimed at exposing you to the photography community.Your photograph was selected out of hundreds of competing entries and you will be published along with other talented photographers.Your photograph, Knowing You, was selected for its composition and illusion of depth...
.. and will be published in our acclaimed "Best Of 2008 Photography", Deluxe, 8.5" X 11", Hard bound, 300 pages Special Edition anthology.
BEST OF 2008 PHOTOGRAPHY ANTHOLOGY:

Azizah: This special edition will feature You as a Photographer with Your Biography

Cinta itu buta

Menghitung hari
Detik demi detik
Apa ku pinta
Apakan daya
Jalan cerita
Masa yang panjang
walau sebulan

Demi kamu
Aku derita
Demi masa
Ku tak berdaya ]
Menunggu mu
walau sebulan
Demi ibu mu tercinta

Demi kamu
Aku percaya
Demi kita
bahagia selamanya
Mungkin dikau pulang bersama
membawa cerita bahagia
membawa cerita bahagia

Aku masih percaya
Kerana cinta itu BUTA

Art

2001- Imagination of Man's Soul

My painting with pencil color

My Painting

2004- My painting with oil

Title- Beautiful

Art

My painting - 2007

Lonely Child

Vacation definitely Fabulous

Bali 2007 November - sempena my Birthday

This if my fourth time to Bali

Wonderful ......Ethnic......Authentic........Art............people........Architecture......

Painting....especially painting..................LOVE SOOOOOOOOOO MUCH

I am sorry

I am sorry for what i have done wrong
I am sorry if i dont return your call
I am sorry if i have misjudged you
I am sorry if i do not help at all
I am sorry if i have ever yelled
I am sorry i have so many questions that unanswered
I am sorry to know you
I am sorry for being married to you
I am sorry i did not make you happy
I am sorry that i let my life goes on
I am sorry that i feel happiness even a little bit
I am sorry if i have ever depressed you
I am sorry if you have never liked my hair
I am sorry that you regretted being married to me
I am sorry that you always said that i am not a good mother
I am sorry that i have tried and never satisfied you
I am sorry that i am not an ambitious person
I am sorry that i love my children
I am sorry that i did not turn up to our date
I am sorry that u think i only play you
I am sorry that u had misjudged me wrongly
I am sorry that i have missed you dearly
I am sorry that i met you and fall in love with you
I am sorry that you had to leave me
I am sorry that there is no reason to feel sorry about

I am sorry that i could not cook well like your other woman
I am sorry that i have met you and married to you
I am sorry that i felt unwanted\
I am sorry that i had never cheated you
I am sorry for whatever i done wrongly
I am sorry that you actually never loved me and just use me
I am sorry to whoever i have ever done wrongly to all of the above

I am sorry .........

Depression

What caused of it? Thousands depression in my life. Facts of life. You cannot deny it. I cant reject it. Accept as it is and allow yourself to accept the depression and go on next stage of your life. Million of things that human being can depress of? Money, boyfriend, job, financial, marriage, children, parents and these are created with only one reason.

To know who we are....................................

More we know what depress us and how we overcome the situation, we are in the giant step to identify are we really a person that we want to be.......I may be wrong....but this is my formula.....there is no happiness even without slight sadness and frustration.

It comes together and ryhmes with a song and music............
Accept your depression

Find the meaning of it

Search cause of it

Get rid to move on

Avoid steps to repeat cause of it

Happiness 1

Depression again

Find meaning of it

Search cause of it

Get rid and avoid it

Move on

Happiness 2

It never ends until we die and that is the fact of life

How god create frustration synonymy with the happiness

all is in you

find it search it look for it never give up

u will have it at end of the dawn of the sun

TRUST MAKES BELIEVING

Relationship works with the children, Why not Adult?

Life in between puberty and adults is not easy to measure. Especially when you turn your life to complexity and not aware of life surrounds you are testing taste of your life. People whoever he or she is may turn and say it out loud with their personality but shy in their relationship.Cold like turkey cold sandwich.

So wonderful when we looked back our childhood that our relationships among us are so pure and honest. We can tell whatever we want. We cry when we feel like to. We sing when we feel happiness. We moan when we feel unwanted. These will never be replaced in whatsoever money or diamond can buy for you. We had it once and we lost it forever. We could only imagine the moments and truths and these will never return to you in reality.

Life is so precious. Take good care of it. Once we move and turn it wrongly, here we go into the ditch. Tell the one you love when they are still running and walking. Even smile with someone you do not even know will tickle their heart and you may start good and long relationship.

My life is so simple. No prejudice...everybody is the same.....they may have different in colors .....but look at the shape of their heart and blood ...hmmmm wonder why there is no difference than us.